BABY GIRL.

for all of you out there who have either , not sent me hate mail or prayers I am having a new baby girl ,due june 2nd .I consider it a blessing to have more kids,I guess the lord heard the desire of my heart .

for all you who did send me hate mail ....... I am praying for you too.I find it funny that all the times I was going through difficuly times in my life or trials and wrote about it or asked for help and prayer,a few of you responded and I am thankful for you.but boy have a relasionship change happen ; and leterally hundreds of you come out of the woodwork to spread hate and negative opinions .

Kids are a gift from the lord ,and a blessing and should be celebrated rather than dumped on.I love the girl I am with,I have made many mistakes and done allot of things wrong but so have every one of us.so he who is without sin cast the first stone. I want to say through all this I have gained a new respect for some, namely mike mongomery and his sis lisa,my family and marty wo will always be not only my shepherd and coach but my friend.

I don't profess perfection,in fact I will hartily admit to being a mess,but life is hard enough without hearing the negative rantings of the masses.Be happy for the miracle of life and the fact that the lord forgives all and keeps on doing so.maybe some should look at themselves and ask if they are so righteous and free from fault to judge.

For you who felt and voiced I should go to hell .... well thats impossible ,I am saved by christ who forgives .are you better than him?are you so selfrighteous as to think you are better?let other live and experience life even if they make mistakes without your lofty whited seplicers and trust the lord for the outcome because you and I sure don't know it

life is hard enough without others tring to tear you down.so if you have nothing nice to say ,well.....shhhhhhhhhush the lord will do it one way or another and definantly not in the way you are. to the rest of you ,I love you ,thanks for your prayers I have needed them.the lord is crushing and remaking me and I am happy for it ,and happy in the new life he has given me.

lets all celebrate a new start its a wonderful thing.