praise.

Lord help me. I am a weak and fearful man. My thoughts explode with tempest and stress, only You can keep me whole.
Without you I fall to pieces,and my works turn but to dust. You oh Lord are the only stone I can build on.
I am strong only in flesh but my spirit is weak and yearns for You to make me whole;
my limbs weaken and fail,but You always hold me up.
My passion compares but little to the love You have for me,and I long achingly for the kisses
of Your lips, Your words and Your seeds.
I fail so often Lord, and I fall so short of what I feel I need to do to please You or others,
I feel like such a disappointment.
I know you wipe away all the tears and fears,but I don't feel worthy, I am truly a weak and weary man in desperate need of you.
Thank You for holding me up in this time, thank You for giving me love in physical form,thank You I can walk again , and thank You that I can serve you even if just for today.
I honestly don't have faith for tomorrow,not even for this whole day, but I have faith My Lord and Lover for this moment and this hour, because I know You can get me through the rest no matter how hard, difficult, or impossible it may seem.
You truly are my all in all.

My Lover.....

my dear lover,my lord and king.how may words express the love I have for you? should it be in flowery expressions or in sober reverence?
neither perchance I think,but rather in the tones of passionate desire,of a need for you.
my desire for you is painful,I need you and it hurts.I can never get enough of you,every time I finish one of our sessions instead of feeling satiated,I want more.

let me kiss you and feel the softness of your lips,let me lie in your breast and feel your strength,let me kiss your body perfect as it is and feel your desire for me.
let me lie all night with you and feel the passion of your lovemaking.
I need and want you always,please fill my lonely heart and take away these feelings of pain and fustration from me.make me yours,actually you don't need too I am already, but I like it when you sweep me up and make me yours,over,and over again.
I love you now and forever,and nothing will change the need I have for you.

happy without clothes.

Tis nudity shame or folly? Purity or shame?
I percieve it to be neither,perchance it is a jolly display of the last true freedom left.
without clothes is how we are made,free from the inhibitions that bind about us,
true some should be covered,and others should endevour perhaps to wear less spandex.
Witch by the way is a privaledge, not a right and is reserved for looking better on women.
no you as a guy should not walk around in a borat swimsuit,and neither should you wear a pink thong about.
but the celebration of the simple nudity that makes us happy,truely is something to be celebrated.
weather you are breaking bottles,walking randomly about your house without clothes,waking up the girls in your home in the buff(age appropriate of course,and be on the lookout for grabbers.)
or just enjoying a game of naked scrabble,celebrate the way god made us.
And girls,we love how you look no matter what,so no excuses,complaints about your figures etc.
lets enjoy what How God made us,and the sexy things around us as well,just don't get too distracted.Just remeber what my good friend and shining example Ceci says... clothes where meant to be removed and happiness comes from nudity.
so lets follow the above said pioneer to a land of not too much of anything clothes. love ya

nonsense

this is a foolish post,all nonsense,I am a farside of the moon.

abi

ramblings.

As a cancer I suppose i am prone to the moodiness that ails my sign,
but tell if you will how to judge a friend?someone you are close tolove and care for right?
well in accordance how do you judge if they see you as a friend,or rather a means to a end?
do you judge it by how they act when they need you or in a good mood? or rather when they
seem to play a game?

I a not one for games I supose,perchance I am a little too simple;I am not good at the
"drama".I suppose I should be,but I am more just either I like and love you or I don't.
And I wish it was the same with other.I don't like guessing at peoples love so I think its safer
to just be a bit more reclusive.plus I don't like the prospect of getting hurt so I wonder if it is
safer to recluse?

simple love is the best,and more understandable for me ha. so if you are going to be a friend,give them your all,all your loveyour affection, understanding etc.
If you hold back ,or play a game, it only hurts.

enigma.

I have a friend, sweet, soft and kind. Yet prickly as a porkupine and holds you at bay while
drawing you in. Irresistible as fine chocolate yet is not to be tasted. The perfect frustration of nature,
she is the fair beauty in a high tower beckoning to come all the while knowing the face to sheer to climb.
The most beautiful rose that pricks the hand, is like Juliet holding all at bay.
I sense the only enigma is that of if she actually loves or only gives the fleeting glimpse.
like a riddle that can never be solved or a rhyme not to be deciphered ,I suppose the irritation is just for I suppose neither am I,Tis pity I suppose that that she passes but my way knowing that the glimpse I get is sufficient for my station.

Above me I suppose she is, as I wonder in disbelief I suppose also she is an addiction, perchance a compulsion of sorts that she is amused at seeing.

I admit I am just foolish to try and figure it out; a mason and a workman’s brain are all I will ever flout. Hers is an enigma worthy of Pliny or Plato too I am neither so I will content myself in the belief that she is a wonder of creations finest, that I will have to wait to understand.
Be it not in this life but the next.