My beautiful new princess.

AUNTIE MELO.
TIME FOR NAP.


DADDY TIME.
FAITH !

DADDIES NOSE.

A LITTLE BIT TIRED.

BABY GIRL.

for all of you out there who have either , not sent me hate mail or prayers I am having a new baby girl ,due june 2nd .I consider it a blessing to have more kids,I guess the lord heard the desire of my heart .

for all you who did send me hate mail ....... I am praying for you too.I find it funny that all the times I was going through difficuly times in my life or trials and wrote about it or asked for help and prayer,a few of you responded and I am thankful for you.but boy have a relasionship change happen ; and leterally hundreds of you come out of the woodwork to spread hate and negative opinions .

Kids are a gift from the lord ,and a blessing and should be celebrated rather than dumped on.I love the girl I am with,I have made many mistakes and done allot of things wrong but so have every one of us.so he who is without sin cast the first stone. I want to say through all this I have gained a new respect for some, namely mike mongomery and his sis lisa,my family and marty wo will always be not only my shepherd and coach but my friend.

I don't profess perfection,in fact I will hartily admit to being a mess,but life is hard enough without hearing the negative rantings of the masses.Be happy for the miracle of life and the fact that the lord forgives all and keeps on doing so.maybe some should look at themselves and ask if they are so righteous and free from fault to judge.

For you who felt and voiced I should go to hell .... well thats impossible ,I am saved by christ who forgives .are you better than him?are you so selfrighteous as to think you are better?let other live and experience life even if they make mistakes without your lofty whited seplicers and trust the lord for the outcome because you and I sure don't know it

life is hard enough without others tring to tear you down.so if you have nothing nice to say ,well.....shhhhhhhhhush the lord will do it one way or another and definantly not in the way you are. to the rest of you ,I love you ,thanks for your prayers I have needed them.the lord is crushing and remaking me and I am happy for it ,and happy in the new life he has given me.

lets all celebrate a new start its a wonderful thing.

Hello and good luck.

Sorry for the long absence my friends and random readers,allot has happened to me in the last few months allot of which took me by surprise as well.One thing I have learned for sure is my lack of perfection and the many glaring deficiencies which the lord wanted to highlight and make me change.I had built a image up in my mind of how good or strong I was in certain areas and the felt I should rightly be corrected in this ha.all in all I feel allot like a failure allot these days which good for me as I have been quite assured in myself for many years and now each day I see how much of a failure I am and how much I need Jesus,at this point I would rather be a colossal mistake maker and be dependent on the lord than do everything right.

There is of course no fear of that ,as I make mistakes on a hourly basis it seems even I try my best to avoid such things.I think I failed in everything from my work to being a good boyfriend dad or dad to be, but It's good because all the pillars I have built under my pride have been getting knocked down one by one and in its place I am working on having the lord be the only thing holding me and living in me.

Its been difficult to hear the ones I love tell me how I am failing or have failed day after day,but its been the greatest thing I could ask for is the honesty of others helping me to change. So even if I grind my teeth a bit, or get discouraged, its all for the best and I can learn from it no matter what.thanks to those of you who have been a support and help all these years to me,and the rest of you well......... just kidding I love ya'll. Take care and have a fun time ahead.

praise.

Lord help me. I am a weak and fearful man. My thoughts explode with tempest and stress, only You can keep me whole.
Without you I fall to pieces,and my works turn but to dust. You oh Lord are the only stone I can build on.
I am strong only in flesh but my spirit is weak and yearns for You to make me whole;
my limbs weaken and fail,but You always hold me up.
My passion compares but little to the love You have for me,and I long achingly for the kisses
of Your lips, Your words and Your seeds.
I fail so often Lord, and I fall so short of what I feel I need to do to please You or others,
I feel like such a disappointment.
I know you wipe away all the tears and fears,but I don't feel worthy, I am truly a weak and weary man in desperate need of you.
Thank You for holding me up in this time, thank You for giving me love in physical form,thank You I can walk again , and thank You that I can serve you even if just for today.
I honestly don't have faith for tomorrow,not even for this whole day, but I have faith My Lord and Lover for this moment and this hour, because I know You can get me through the rest no matter how hard, difficult, or impossible it may seem.
You truly are my all in all.

My Lover.....

my dear lover,my lord and king.how may words express the love I have for you? should it be in flowery expressions or in sober reverence?
neither perchance I think,but rather in the tones of passionate desire,of a need for you.
my desire for you is painful,I need you and it hurts.I can never get enough of you,every time I finish one of our sessions instead of feeling satiated,I want more.

let me kiss you and feel the softness of your lips,let me lie in your breast and feel your strength,let me kiss your body perfect as it is and feel your desire for me.
let me lie all night with you and feel the passion of your lovemaking.
I need and want you always,please fill my lonely heart and take away these feelings of pain and fustration from me.make me yours,actually you don't need too I am already, but I like it when you sweep me up and make me yours,over,and over again.
I love you now and forever,and nothing will change the need I have for you.

happy without clothes.

Tis nudity shame or folly? Purity or shame?
I percieve it to be neither,perchance it is a jolly display of the last true freedom left.
without clothes is how we are made,free from the inhibitions that bind about us,
true some should be covered,and others should endevour perhaps to wear less spandex.
Witch by the way is a privaledge, not a right and is reserved for looking better on women.
no you as a guy should not walk around in a borat swimsuit,and neither should you wear a pink thong about.
but the celebration of the simple nudity that makes us happy,truely is something to be celebrated.
weather you are breaking bottles,walking randomly about your house without clothes,waking up the girls in your home in the buff(age appropriate of course,and be on the lookout for grabbers.)
or just enjoying a game of naked scrabble,celebrate the way god made us.
And girls,we love how you look no matter what,so no excuses,complaints about your figures etc.
lets enjoy what How God made us,and the sexy things around us as well,just don't get too distracted.Just remeber what my good friend and shining example Ceci says... clothes where meant to be removed and happiness comes from nudity.
so lets follow the above said pioneer to a land of not too much of anything clothes. love ya

nonsense

this is a foolish post,all nonsense,I am a farside of the moon.